I see you as more than just a dazzling figure, a movie star, a future before your time. I see you as a temper, a passion, a whirlwind. You are love and rage and deliberation all rolled into one. And, let's be honest, you are more than my inspiration. in some cases, you are my ambition. In other cases, you are my source of worry. In all cases, you are in my heart.
When I was four, long before you, one of my favorite toys was a plastic stethoscope. I held it to my preschool friend's heard every day (I still don't understand how that boy put up with me, the poor kid) just to hear his heart beating. Ba-dum, ba-dum, ba-dum, it said, and I knew love was real. He had a heart and it was beating and it was alive. We all have hearts; that's where love lives. How could it not be real?
It's hard for me to write about love. I can write and write and write, but I can't capture it. Maybe love is one of those illusive things to be admired from afar, but that's not what my stethoscope told me all those years ago.
I love you. You have infiltrated my heart, building a permanent residence complete with plumbing and tap water. Can it be as simple and pure as that?